what a life

past there few month many things happen to me

xtau gik ku handle my life

asa kedak putus asa ada jwak

Pahal ku gik pikir sal laki nok x HARGAI ku ya owh

dolok senang2 jak ku lupakan COLMAN..

nanga bIAK idung besai ya kata ANNETE pown ku x ingin dah

kenek ku binggung ku xdapat lupakan

CLEVEL

apa semua START dari huruf

"C"

kali xda jodoh kali

pa jak lah biak iban nak

selain biak CINA...

kak ya ada gik mix ngan filiphin...

WASEH!!!

asa banga tek.....

i just running my life coz ku mok bagi my virginity to JOHNY

biasalah owg laki nang ON jak ngan benda kedak ya

GENEVIEVE PLEASE STOP ACT LIKE STUPID

yalah my friends said

just because of one MAN

AM I BEAUTIFUL??

hahahahaha....

ketawa kedrik ku

ya you are methew said

tapi pahal ada owg ninggal kan ku dgn alasan ku jaoh???

i love you

Someday you'll love me.
Someday you'll care.
Someday you'll treasure the moments we've shared.
Someday you'll learn, love is not a game.
Then you'll realize, I'm not the same.
My heart will have left you, my love will have died

Your idea of me is fabricated with materials you have borrowed from other people and from yourself. What you think of me depends on what you think of yourself. Perhaps you create your idea of me out of material you would like to eliminate from your own idea of yourself. Perhaps your idea of me is a reflection of what other people think of you. Perhaps what you think of me is simply what you think that I think of you.



p/s: Take my kindness for weakness and I’ll take your life as a joke

proses of learning

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.
You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

wondering!!

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like meI wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious,too soon

I told you every day

I told you every night in every way

I love you!!!

Maybe you got scared

Maybe I have nothing else to say

But I love youSo baby now my life's a mess

Cause I'mcos

I couldn't love you any less.

broken hearted GIRL

many heartbreaks does it take

till u realize its not rightwhen it happens

do forgive and forgetor do u care and cry

how many does it take till u understand

everyone has gone through it yet we never stop

what is luv if it leaves u dead with a broken heartis it love when u cry from them

if luv is supposed to be happy

then why are we sad

to all people who read this i hope u understand

that if this helps u will be strong in all heartbreaks or have none at all

this is life people luv is not good its painfull and to me its real luv and heartbreaks are no laughing matter they are everyone life they are my life if u love u will hate we dont need any more hatred that there already is luv same with heartbreaks and hatred.

brokenhearts are reality wake up.

=D haaaaa

let get laughter way out of yourself.don't fear d others comment.it's very special kind of sound.sometimes we cn make it into melody lyk we did yesterday :DD it was fun!only d heartless person could not lyk d sound of laughter 4 laughter is a very happy sound.or maybe this kind of person need a laught therapy.hahas! :DD n dont forget that laughter gives rise 2 smilin faces n neva fails 2 fill d cup of cheers :))

beach!!!

bleeding ='(

PfFf...

I've learned a lot from all my experiences.

Let me list down some of the important things i've learned.

1. You can forgive and forget. I know it may seem like a hard thing to do, but you know what, it isn't impossible.

2. Some people just can't keep secrets to themselves, and since they can't do so, please don't share any of your secrets with them. Especially not you biggest secret. :)
3. Friends who just make you feel insecure and unsure about yourselves are not worth being friends with. :)

4. There is only one way to deal with people who are trying to make you look bad and bring you down, just ignore their actions and act as if nothing's going on. It's better to just concentrate on more imporant things ;)

5. There is always a way to bring out the best in somebody. People can become more than what they are and they can always change to be better people :)

6. Be careful of what you say. Some things are not meant to be said aloud, especially not in front of people who would be hurt by the word that came out from your mouth.

7. You can hate a person with all your heart one day, and love him with all your heart another day.

8. Second chances are to be given to people who really want to change. Third chances are not that easy to give away

9. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. LOL. ;D(carefull peepz it maybe hurt you also with a liar)

10. In order to get what you want, hardwork is really important, effort needs to be shown so that we earn good things :)

Blah. I'm so tired. I'll continue another day :P

while people are sleeping im still

wakeup in the morning

iM STILL THINGKING
='(

SORRY CLEVEL BANYI BABA

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry..
I'm really sorry.
For all the pain i've caused you.
For all this hurt you're feeling.
I never wanted it to be this way.
I never wanted to be one of those girls who made you hurt.
I never wanted to make you sad.
I never wanted you to feel your life isn't worth living for.
I never imagined how much I could let you down so easily.
But there's nothing
I can do to take it back.
Nothing to make this guilt go away.
I can never imagine how you're feeling.
And it's okay, if you hate me.
Cause you should hate me.
Just don't hate yourself.
Cause you did nothing wrong.
It's not you, it's me.It's always been me.
I just love him too much.Too much, really.
I can't even bring myself to love someone else.
I'm so used to him, so used to the idea of him.
And it feels weird when I start to try and forget him.
Feels different, and I don't like different.
I'm sorry I can't be the one for you.
Please forgive me.
:')

teenagers life frm tumblr

We’re teenagers. We’re still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch, bitch, BITCH. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to THINK. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and THOSE WILL BE THE MEMORIES. One day that’s going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you’re gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE WITH A SEXY SMILE ON YOUR FACE.
:)

my rules.dun like it?dun even care

i am nowhere perfect.i know i'm going somewhere in this life of mine.i am mature for my age becaused i've been through to much not to be.i am one of a kind.i am pretty much sprung.i deserve the best and i wont settle the less.i have one of a biggest heart everloved by many people. (May be)

tear

While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly in her ear. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your woman CRY, there's a man stealing smiles from her.

yougiveshityougethit♥

~THANKX FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE

CLEVEL BANYI BABA

FREE...

so....soo HAPPY!!!

im FREE from HOSPITAL

NGEE!!!!

Budusss itu nurse

4 times nurse ya cb ambi darah ku tapi x kuar ketara tdk PANDAI
BUDUSss dah la MARAH ku gk
punya SIAL CILAKEN PUKIMAK...
Dah nama BIAK PRATIKAL
PAHAL BIAK NURSING PUKIMAK GLAK?
sakit dah la ku FEVEr
nang asa MOK MATI

ONE of very SUPRIsing for me
huuuuu sedeh nya ku ngan diri ku
but its ok
Paru-paru ku berair
GOSH
arap im will ok
TAPI ku gk xpuas ati jak PASAL NURSE ya
huuuuu...

What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable

something to REMEMBER not TO FOrget

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or loseYou can't have everything
Don't you take chancesMight feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you freeI can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappyBut safe as could be.

cure

This is more deyn a words or phrase dat speak out tru mai heart or chest.I"m not good with words i aint gud in everytink eu want i tink.I"ma weak,i"m disgrace to eu or never sastify eu in every motion eu ever dream for eu to remember as sweet dream.I fall,i rise.I"m human i"m not better among da rest,aint perfect.I"m sick,i"m tired and scared.When i was in pain or hurts,mai soul was scream i always alone.Theres no one for me to lay on.Its lyke a living in lies when i have to look strong or tough enuf but inside of me ders a broken heart dat need its cure.The more i seek maiself the more i felt lost.

I lay alone awake at night.Sorrow fills my eyes.But I’m not strong enough to cry.Despite of my disguise.I’m left with no shoulder.But everybody wants to lean on me.I guess I’m the soldier.I bottle all my hurt inside,I guess I’m a living in lie.Inside my mind each day I die.What can bring me back to life?A simple word, a gesture.Come find this buried treasure.Rainbows lead to a pot of gold.I am notink,empty.Do hate me,coz it doesnt matter now (":

heartbreaking

I believe that to forget someone is one of the hardest assignments given in life, especially if you had this gut feeling that she or he is the one. Therefore all of these thoughts crossing my mind drove me deeply .Into the psychology of what is called falling wrongly in love.And,the hardest part is when you have to lost someone who you love and do love you the most.




p/s:Someone or people,i do love you.So much more than words can say.You mean more then a world to me.But,letting you go is maybe the dumbest things i ever did.Maybe,its for the best.It never easy for me.