At this very exact moment, i feel completely, absolutely and entirely crap. Im in one of those moments where you feel like, you'll never at all get over. Those moments where you really cant understand why you're sad, those moments where you don't think you'll ever accept what you did, and simply one of those moment where you won't ever realize, and understand your true intentions, or even understand, yourself. Yourself; The one person you are supposed to know, because who else is controlling your every single move, feeling and thought but you.
I know, i should just be getting over whatever im fussing over, but right now at this instant, i think i've forgotten how to get over things, let alone forgive myself. This is one of those moments where you tell everyone you're ok, but inside, you are wholeheartedly, entirely NOT ok.
Feelings right now; useless, stupid, cheerless, heavy-hearted, pessimistic, annoyed, resentful, abandoned, isolated, empty
In the back of my mind, i know im going to be my usual smiling, happy self by tomorrow, but until then, i think im going to be some grouchy, grumbling, ill-tempered monster.
ciao from the sulky biatch.
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