SORRY CLEVEL BANYI BABA

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry..
I'm really sorry.
For all the pain i've caused you.
For all this hurt you're feeling.
I never wanted it to be this way.
I never wanted to be one of those girls who made you hurt.
I never wanted to make you sad.
I never wanted you to feel your life isn't worth living for.
I never imagined how much I could let you down so easily.
But there's nothing
I can do to take it back.
Nothing to make this guilt go away.
I can never imagine how you're feeling.
And it's okay, if you hate me.
Cause you should hate me.
Just don't hate yourself.
Cause you did nothing wrong.
It's not you, it's me.It's always been me.
I just love him too much.Too much, really.
I can't even bring myself to love someone else.
I'm so used to him, so used to the idea of him.
And it feels weird when I start to try and forget him.
Feels different, and I don't like different.
I'm sorry I can't be the one for you.
Please forgive me.
:')