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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

T H E B E S T E V E R =)

LASt week punya holiday betol2 kaw2 best..

I made a rekod gik hahahah...

Sampai pukul 3 me lepak with Jackson,Arole and Martin

Gila punya kwn mcm ito nasib tdk ckup umur.

sampai sanggup tahan kemik gik ya.

atlast ada jwak org kesian pg anta me to Shell nearby.

Then in the morning mami merajok lambat and lagging gik hantar.

Smpai d airpot trus checking.

punya lah angol asa pala x ckup tidur.

smpai d KCH trus boring.

my mind and hearts gik d Miri.

turun2 college trus masok class.

Ngati!! ngantok. Me and Michelle kdak org pulang berperang jak..

then me escape 1 class trox eh.


Sunday, March 27, 2011

RAWRrrr..!!

Guess where was I just yesterday?
i going to OTEGAFEST MAIDEN OUTBREAK
bnyk aie band metal tyme ya dari KK,brunie ngan sGpore.xlupa ngan band metal miri jwak..
wlpn kinda bored 1st nanga ppl handbagging wah!!tp dpt jwak 2 org kwn ku yg x penah2 lyn lagu metal ngan..AWESOME la this week

then nite im goin out with Arole..
makai ingatkn pg mkn d McD tp haiya kekecewaan melanda
nya mengidam mee Jawa paksa la ikut nya..
nice outing with him..hahaha

p/s:the picture will be upload as soon coz wating for my abg to transfer pg lappy nya.. Cepat METHUSHAEL upload the picture

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Tuesday Nite with them




hurm.. well its tuesday night.. hahaha invite a few friends to hang with.. we dcided to eat at marina instead of taman awam.. lol.. for the sacks of try their food.. and they are plenty of choicess.. its not chinese table kinda thing but.. we actually ordered our own plate and sharing baby kailan and pizza.. hahaha promo kejap.. the food is quite nice.. just that only sambal squid with rice to satisfy my need.. hahaha sigh.. laughing to genv and lau2..
then we go GRAND OLD LADY for some shoot =)


me with my weirdest face
me and lalau
our food
the drink
us
paul
michelle lau


p/s:thankx for methu our photography =)
excited la thankx treating me 2 days berturut
and thankx bully ku


Monday, March 21, 2011

confession

Finally, I'm back! Hahaha~ Wondering where I have been lately? i been back to my hometown.MIRI heeeee..


When a GIRL is quiet,

Millions of things are running in her mind..

When a GIRL is not arguing,

She is thinking deeply..

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,

She is wondering how long you will be around..

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,

She is not fine at all..

When a GIRL stares at you,

She is wondering why you are lying..

When a GIRL lays on your chest,

She is wishing for you to be hers forever..

When a GIRL calls you everyday,

She is seeking for your attention..

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,

She wants you to reply at least once..

When a GIRL says I love you,

She means it..

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,

She has made up her mind that you are her future..

When a GIRL says "i miss you",

No one in this world can miss you more than that..


p/s: Trust no one! even a certain people that we used to trusted cannot longer be trusted.FYI, Im not even INTERESTED with any of your MAN, so don't simply accused people.You NEVER CHANGE..

Friday, March 18, 2011

Quote of the DAY


" If we are meant to be together, sooner or later we will be together "


I really agree with that statement.
I still love u.

People say I'm a bad girl. Whatever...
People say I'm playgirl. That is when I'm frustrated with guys(I not doing that anymore).
People say I'm just playing around with your feeling, but I'm not because I love u.

Mr J, I really do love u but I have to let u go because u and me were so different.
I'm sorry for being so bad because this break up before.
everything u do for me, I really appreciate.
If we are belong together, one day we will be together again.
sigh*

I just break up with my boyfriend few months. I think I did the right thing letting him go. I really need some peace for my life. And I think I don't believe in LOVE anymore. Huhh~

Confused =.='

Just now I was chatting with Starboy, the guy that I love the most in my past life. I asked him the question that what Mr J had told me before. He said that Starboy still loving me now. My head still thinking about that until he answered it just now. He said

"I do still have a feeling with u but when u with Mr J, my feeling start to fade slowly. U know that I won't hurt a girl's feeling."

Ya... I admit I still have feeling to him but don't know why, I think my feeling to Mr J is more stronger. But Mr J seem like he try to not loving me anymore. Don't know why, I love Mr J a lot.



OMG.
What should I do now to make Mr J stay with me?
my words just lets him down..Whoever my ex's i will not return to them..
but i didnt meant so..=(

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Miss MAMI

♥ My mother was the most beautiful woman I ever saw... All I am I owe to my mother... I attribute all my success in life to the moral, intellectual and physical education I received from her... ♥

p/s:terima kasih ya atas segala yg pg tadik punya ajaran..heheeeee..
gona meet u real soon..muahkxxxx!!

ME A N D M Y H E A R T W E G O T I S S U E


=)....

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

The Snap on the Street.






Location: the Curve,Mutiara Damansara, Kuala Lumpur.
Date: 19 Feb 2010
Camera: Sony Alpha 300











p/s: late upload baru transfer pg laptop

SO LIDAT!!

kau bodoh. kau nak cari pasal dengan semua orang yang kau kenal dalam hidup kau. kau tak boleh kah kalau senangkan hati orang lain? try la. tak mati pun kalau kau try

bukan aku cari pasal. memang orang macam tu bikin panas. aku hentam la. dia yang bodoh tak sedar diri.

bukan semua orang kena hentam. memang bikin panas tapi hati dia kena jaga. bukan hati kau ja kena jaga. semua orang ada hati ada perasaan.

mati la juga kalau aku kena jaga hati semua orang. macam kau tak kenal aku. ya aku cakap ikut sedap mulut aku tapi pernah tak aku cakap benda yang salah? mostly aku cakap benda yang betul kan? kalau salah sumpah aku tak cakap.

lidah mulut kau semuanya tau nak sedap ja. hati orang lagi penting bodoh. kau dah tau ending dia macam tu. kenapa kau bodoh sangat tak fikir awal2 sebelum kau meludah? itu namanya bodoh,sayang.

ah, orang bodoh. kenapa orang tak boleh terima kalau kita kata yang benar. memang yang benar itu sakit tapi kan itu lagi bagus daripada yang palsu? kau yang ingatkan aku dulu, naked truth is better than well-dressed lies. sekarang kau nak kata yang sebab nak jaga hati orang kita mesti menipu.begitu?

aku tak suruh kau menipu. kau kata kau dah matang boleh fikir baik-buruk semua benda tapi serius kau masih macam budak2. kau bangga kau kata kau dah jumpa macam2 jenis manusia, kau boleh hidup sendiri, kau boleh buat decision, orang boleh count on you tapi benda kecil macam ni pun kau tak boleh fikirkan.

kalau aku tau endingnya macam ni sumpah aku tak cakap sepatah haram pun dengan siapa2. haih.

nafsu kau untuk bercakap terlalu tinggi.

itu aku tau.

kau patut berhenti bercakap dengan orang, especially orang macam tu.

ya aku bodoh. aku sepatutnya tak payah cakap langsung. tapi aku rasa dia lagi bodoh dari aku.

kau tak nak kalah. kau tak nak mengaku kesalahan kau sendiri. lepas tu kau tak ada motif tiba2 kata orang lagi bodoh dari kau. kau nak cover diri sendiri. kau memang sial.

kau kata la aku apapun aku tak kisah kalau itu memang aku. ya memang aku sial. kata2 aku semua sial2 belaka. orang tak akan tahan punya. tapi macam yang aku kata tadi aku takkan cakap kalau tak benar. kenapa semua orang sanggup terima yang baik2 saja. kalau aku menipu kata kau cantik kau gembira sangat macam nak sembah aku tapi bila aku kata kenyataan yang kau gemuk hodoh kau marah gila macam nak bunuh aku.

itulah namanya manusia. kau kena terima yang wujud jenis manusia memang begitu. kau pandai2 la deal dengan jenis yang macam tu.

kalau dorang tak dapat terima diri sendiri macam mana dorang nak terima orang lain dalam hidup dorang. baik mampus senang cerita. bukan semua benda dalam dunia ni cantik2 belaka. ini realiti.

kau pun sama. kalau kau tak dapat terima kewujudan orang yang kau anggap bodoh tu macam mana kau nak terima orang lain dalam hidup kau. sama2 la menerima. kau cakap ja lebih anggap semua kata2 kau betul. kau hidup pun baru 20 tahun ada hati nak judge semua yang kau nampak. hidup lama sikit baru kau layak berkata2. jangan bangga diri sangat.

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SPORT TIME =)

OUR TEAM TCS
afta finish our game
chillax afta lose
ready for the game and look tired

meeting doing our startegies

Monday, March 14, 2011

The first and second problems

The first problem
I realize I lost a lot of words since a few months ago.
sorts, and I want to say something I forgot tiba2 term should be used to explain what tu.
understand ka? huh, like that la .
I want hard for people to understand exactly what I was trying to say. so la. I just understand what I understand and I hope other people understand what I understand without a clear explanation from me.fuh. (Write sentences like this were ambik a long time!)
fortunately I have some friends out there that I could understand without understanding I talk a lot. it la .
I always say half because I could not find the section joints and friends I still tu understand what I say.You, you, and you are the most best.
I have made some conclusions for the problems I ni.
I think the reason I forgot is because I term2 generally used more programming languages ​​of the national language. That's why.
haha. ok, extreme conclusions. forget.
The second problem
English usage of the money exchange.
other than my sister, Cousins ​​I and some people on this earth, I interact all of the other language. I mean, malay la. the pure Sarawak Accent. kadang2, speaking sabahan. depending on the situation.
because I did not meet with those who are speaking Bahasa Inggeris tu me always, so in sum, I am actually uses the almost 100% of Malay as the language daily. nah. see that.
Then I was speaking because the sound kind of weird suda. ok what is not . I'm sure masi be repaired.
but I have an issue.
I have found the human race out there that if I suh-pee-king, They look like 'why u speak london? here not london' or 'se-supposedly pick. It is very American. "
waddafak! I'm not even talking to you, biatch / asshole / dumbass! (Choose one)
tu me lazy because talking too much. ok, I cheat. I still talk a lot.
I speak the language ka, suh-pee-ka king, all have problems.