Confused =.='

Just now I was chatting with Starboy, the guy that I love the most in my past life. I asked him the question that what Mr J had told me before. He said that Starboy still loving me now. My head still thinking about that until he answered it just now. He said

"I do still have a feeling with u but when u with Mr J, my feeling start to fade slowly. U know that I won't hurt a girl's feeling."

Ya... I admit I still have feeling to him but don't know why, I think my feeling to Mr J is more stronger. But Mr J seem like he try to not loving me anymore. Don't know why, I love Mr J a lot.

OMG.
What should I do now to make Mr J stay with me?

my words just lets him down..Whoever my ex's i will not return to them..

but i didnt meant so..=(